Most of the time I like going to parties. I need to not be feeling good to not want to go to a party. On the other hand parties tend to make me a nervous wreck. That might sound strange,but it’s true.
Generally when a person goes to a party they make something to take. You know like a pie or a cake or maybe even cookies. When I start making the pies or what ever I get nervous. My first thought is what if what I make is a disaster or what if nobody likes it. This gets me really stressed.
Then sometimes there are going to be people at the party you don’t know. New people make me very nervous. I never know if I’m going to get along with them or if we are going to end up not liking each other at all. Usually I end up like some of the new people and have at least one thing in common with them. This puts me at ease.
So by the middle of the party I’m usually feeling pretty comfortable. By the end of the party I’m glad I went and had a good time. I’m usually feeling like all that stress before the party was worth it. At the same time it would be nice NOT to have to feel the stress to begin with.
